As Long As We're Together by Michele W. (See Part I for summary and disclaimers) Part II Later that day: Luke smiled openly when he saw Mara enter the mess hall for lunch. This time she came alone. He fixed them each a plate of salad greens and joined her at a small side table. He gave her a lingering kiss before sitting down. "I've missed you all morning," Luke began, not taking his eyes off her face. "I can tell," Mara smirked, "and so can the entire mess hall." Luke leaned back in mild embarrassment, as he realized they had become the center of attention. Mara smiled slightly as she felt Luke direct everyone's thoughts away from them. "Should I meet you here for dinner?" Mara continued. "I was thinking, if it's all right with you, I would bring something back to our room for dinner." "Hmm, dinner for two, alone. I think I like the idea," Mara agreed. After a few minutes of silence, Mara spoke up. "Luke, you don't think we're, well, rushing things, do you?" Luke looked at her in surprise, but the thought had crossed his mind too. "We've known each other ten years. I hardly think we could be accused of rushing anything." "I know, I know. But last night just seemed so...sudden." Luke squeezed her hand and nodded. "Maybe we just needed to be by ourselves, away from trading runs and academies and New Republic politics..." "And sisters and brothers-in-law and smuggling bosses," Mara continued. "Who knows, we might have gotten together years ago." "Do you really think we were ready years ago? Maybe it was our destiny to wait until now," Luke mused. "You think everything that happens to you is your destiny," Mara kidded him. "Don't you?" "I don't believe in destiny, or fate, controlling my life." She looked him square in the eye. "But I believe in us." Luke's only reply was to squeeze her hand again. Late that afternoon found Mara in sickbay, carrying out the second half of her duty shift. "Mara, would you please bring me those paradol samples?" asked the Doctor. "Of course, Doctor," she replied. "Doctor, there's something I would like to ask you about. Something personal." "Go ahead. I am programmed for the strictest doctor-patient confidentiality." "Well, it's nothing that serious. It's just that, Luke and I, well, we expected to be home weeks ago, so we ran out of..." Mara was finding this rather embarrassing. "We seem to be in need of some type of birth control. Is it possible...?" "No problem at all," the Doctor replied. "Believe it or not, that is needed on this ship on occasion." The Doctor outlined to her the various methods available. She chose a hypospray that was effective for one month. "As soon as you finish your next menstrual cycle, you simply come in for another injection. There are no side effects, and you may stop whenever you're ready to have children." Mara nodded. Ready to have children. Mara had never, before now, considered such a possibility. "I do need to administer a pregnancy test before giving the first injection," the Doctor was continuing. "If you'll have a seat?" Mara sat as the Doctor ran a scan over her. What if she was already...? What would Luke think? What would they do? "The results are negative," the Doctor was saying, jolting Mara out of her reverie. "I'll prepare the hypospray." "Thank you, Doctor." Mara exhaled the breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding. Perhaps she should have talked this over with Luke. But surely he wouldn't object. Even with all of his 'happy family' fantasies, they both knew they weren't ready to start making babies. The rest of the afternoon, Mara let her mind drift to her relationship with Luke. Relationship? Is that what they were in? An hour ago, she was asking the Doctor for birth control. Yesterday she was denying the idea that he could possibly be interested in her, and now she was anticipating sleeping with him on a regular basis. This can't be happening, Mara thought. Why did he have to say he loved her? She didn't want to be anyone's lover, least of all his. Mara felt herself panicking. And Mara Jade did not panic. This was all Skywalker's fault. It was like he cast a spell over her. She was no longer in control, which infuriated her the more she thought about it. She would not let Luke Skywalker control her life. Period. She would break it off tonight. That's all there was to it. Maybe they should even get separate quarters. What's this 'maybe' business? Of course they should. It was time for this being married charade to stop. Mara resolutely ignored the voice inside her that kept telling her she'd be miserable without him. At 19:00 Mara headed for their quarters. She was greeted by her smiling 'pretend' husband. He had dinner waiting on the small table in front of the couch. "That actually smells good," she said truthfully. "Just let me change clothes." When Mara returned, she found Luke pouring them glasses of what looked like wine. "Synthesized Chablis," he explained. "A gift from Neelix." "Not bad," Mara commented as she took a sip. They sat on pillows on the floor, leaning against the couch. Mara began picking at her food with her fork. Why did it have to taste this good? Why did he have to be so good at everything? Why did he have to be so nice to her? Mara suddenly felt Luke prodding her mind. She looked up to see him staring at her. "Stay out of my head," she ordered sharply. Luke blinked in surprise. "What's the matter? I thought we ..." "You thought wrong," she snapped. Luke was taken aback. What had happened between lunch and now? Mara set her fork down harder than she intended. "This is happening too fast, Skywalker. I'm not ready. I may never be ready." "You seemed ready last night." Gods, what a thing to say to her. "You took me by surprise. I didn't expect you to be so ... so forward." Mara could feel the turmoil going through Luke, the disappointment. "Listen, Skywalker, it just wouldn't work. We're too different." "I don't think we're so different." "You just don't get it, do you? You think just because you're some hero of the galaxy that I should be grateful you decided to favor me with your attention." "Mara, I would never ..." How could he have misjudged their relationship so badly? "For all you know, you could've knocked me up last night." "What?!" "It's not like you did anything to prevent it." "Mara, I ...," Luke stopped suddenly, as realization of her last comment dawned on him. "I had to go to the doctor and ask for birth control," she continued accusingly. "Then you're not ...?" "No, no thanks to you." "Mara, I'm sorry. It's just been so long since I've ..." "And you assume I sleep with men all the time?" she interrupted. "Of course not." "Just leave me alone." "If that's what you truly want." "Yes, it's what I want." "Then why did you get birth control to use?" he asked quietly. Mara blinked back angry tears and turned away from him. "Mara?" he prodded, gently touching her shoulder. She shrugged him off, burying her face in her hands. "You know I would never force myself on you. So why...?" "Because ... because ..." Mara was sobbing by now. "Because I'm in love with you, too." He gently turned her around, enveloping her in a loving hug. "I'm so scared, Luke," she cried into his shoulder. "Being with you scares me. I don't know if I can do this." Luke stroked her hair. "I'm scared too, Mara," he whispered. He lifted her chin and brushed away the tears streaming down her cheeks. Why did he have to go and blurt out that he loved her this morning? He should have waited. And why did he have to brush her off when she voiced her concern about their rushing things? "I'm sorry, Luke," Mara was saying. "I didn't mean to say those awful things about you." "I know. And I'm sorry you had to ask for the birth control on your own. It was irresponsible of me. You'd think a grown man would know better." "Shhh. We're in this together, remember?" Mara clung to him tightly. "Luke, tonight, can you just hold me?" "I could hold you forever." The next morning, Luke rose quietly, went out to the common room and sat down to meditate. He would not push Mara. He wondered if that was why Callista left him. Maybe she felt pressured. He didn't want to make that same mistake with Mara. He loved Mara deeply, and for now, it was enough just to know she loved him. He would be patient. He smiled to himself as he remembered Yoda's words from long ago -- 'The boy has no patience.' Well, he wasn't a boy anymore. After awhile, Luke felt Mara enter the room and sit next to him. She stretched one arm across his shoulders, laying her head against him. "I remember the first time you put your arm across my shoulders," he reminisced. "Course you were also poking your blaster into the side of my head." "Didn't pull the trigger, though, did I?" He just shook his head, and they sat there in silence, both relishing the comfortable feeling of just being together. Luke and Mara resumed their platonic relationship for the next several days. They used the time to deepen their friendship and come to grips with their new involvement. Finally, at lunch one day, Mara asked Luke subtly, "So, what does Neelix have on the dinner menu tonight?" "Boiled peckfish, I believe." Mara made a face, then continued, "Perhaps you could fix us something different and bring it home. How about what you made last time?" Luke looked at her in surprise. They had rarely spoken of that night. "Sure, if you like. We still have that bottle of wine to go with it." "Perfect." A sense of deja-vu came over Mara as she entered their quarters that evening, though this time Luke had their meal set out on their small dining table. After Mara changed into the closest thing she had to comfortable loungewear, Luke pulled out a chair for her. "This really is delicious, you know," Mara complimented him. "Perhaps you could teach me to make it sometime, or do I not want to know what's in here?" Mara wants to learn to cook? he thought skeptically. "Secret recipe, but I guess I can share my secrets with you," he winked. They continued on with small talk, discussing each other's afternoon. "Do you suppose this is how normal people live when they get married?" Mara wondered aloud. "Now what makes you think I know anything about normal people? I haven't felt normal since I left Tatooine." "I don't remember ever feeling normal." "Maybe we'll both have a chance now, while we're on this ship." After dinner, they settled themselves on the couch. "Luke, do you ever wish you could turn back time?" "How far back did you have in mind?" "To our first night together, or rather, the next day." She intertwined her hand with his. "I know I told you that morning I never wanted to turn back in our relationship. I've changed my mind. Can we redo the rest of that day? Pretend it never happened?" Luke reached out and cupped her face. "We can't deny it happened, but it doesn't have to affect the rest of our lives." He gave her a half-smile. "I won't mention it again if you won't." "Deal." Luke cautiously kissed the palms of her hands. He drew her close and gently brushed her lips. "Make love to me, Luke," Mara whispered. *Yes* she heard in her mind. Luke drew her closer and kissed her again. Suddenly the past few days were forgotten as their arms encircled each other and their tongues seemed to want to trade places. Ten years of pent-up emotions gushed forth from both of them. They barely made it to the bedroom, and once there, practically ripped each other's clothes off. This would not be the slow, gentle lovemaking of their previous night together. 'A Jedi Knows No Passion' flew right out the porthole. They were consumed with desire, and they would not be denied. The next day, B'Elanna looked up as Mara rushed in. "You just made it," she commented as she glanced at the chrono. "Sorry," Mara mumbled. "I came by your room about an hour ago to see if you wanted a cup of coffee before work, but no one answered your door." "I guess I was in the shower about then." "Oh, and where was Luke off to already? I didn't see him in the mess hall." "He was home, with me." B'Elanna gave her a strange look. "You were both in the shower?" Mara hoped she wasn't blushing. "Well, actually ..." "Never mind, I don't want to know," B'Elanna said as she held up a hand to silence Mara. "And it's none of my business." Mara exhaled gratefully. She'd never engaged in girl talk about a man before, and didn't feel ready to start now. This conversation definitely needed a new subject. "How about you show me more about the warp core?" Luke had sprinted to the mess hall in record time. "There you are!" Neelix boomed. "I thought I was going to have to cook by myself today." "Sorry. I guess we overslept." Luke couldn't suppress the grin on his face. "Until 11:00?" Neelix laughed. "You seem to be in an awfully good mood. Ah, young love is a wonderful thing." "It certainly is," Luke agreed. "I haven't felt this relaxed in years. Being on Voyager is like being on a second honeymoon. Actually, we never had much of a first one." "Well, then, by all means, enjoy it, my friend," Neelix smiled. "Though I would have thought a meditation teacher would be relaxed all the time." Luke stopped. "Well, uh, with Mara always gone on trading runs, things were sometimes a little strained." "I see," Neelix answered, though he had the feeling Luke was hiding something. Luke suppressed the urge to listen in on Neelix's thoughts, as Neelix seemed to be mulling over Luke's explanation. "What are we cooking today?" Luke asked, as he attempted to change the subject. *Things going as well for you as they are for me?* Luke heard in his head. *I think we should give them something to talk about every morning* he replied to Mara. *In your dreams, flyboy* Luke smiled to himself. *See you at lunch, my beautiful dream-come-true.* When Mara entered the mess hall a few hours later, Luke was already waiting for her at what had become 'their table.' "How has your morning been going?" he asked. "You mean besides admitting we were both in the shower and couldn't hear the door chime when B'Elanna came by this morning?" Mara frowned, but didn't really seem too upset. "How about your day?" "Okay, except for explaining how I was nearly late because we both overslept." "Well, we'll just have to get up earlier tomorrow." "I know, I promised Tuvoc I'd meditate with him in the morning." "You should have plenty to meditate about," Mara winked at him wickedly. Luke reached over and took her free hand. "I just hope I don't get so absorbed in a trance I start levitating off the floor." Mara laughed lightly. "Concentrate, you must concentrate," she said in her best Yoda imitation, causing Luke to chuckle. "Mara," Luke turned serious now, "I feel things are going to be fine between us from now on." "Jedi intuition?" Luke shrugged, smiling. "Perhaps." "Then I must be a Jedi, because I have the same feeling." Indeed, only two Jedi could make love mentally in the middle of a crowded dining hall. The next morning, Luke awoke first again. Darn farmer's chrono, he thought. He was giving the still sleeping Mara a gentle hug when his early morning appointment occurred to him. He checked the time and leapt out of bed. When he came out of the shower, Mara was looking at him. She remembered his meditation date with Tuvoc. "Remember me when you're in that trance," she teased him. "How can I think of anything else?" he replied, as he leaned over and gave her a kiss. Luke left quickly, before the temptation to just get back into bed got any stronger. "Enter," Luke heard as he pushed Tuvoc's door chime. The quarters he entered seemed rather sparse, then he realized they reminded him of his own back home. "Good morning, Commander," Luke greeted his host. "Thank you for coming, Mr. Skywalker," Tuvoc replied. "Please call me Luke." "As you wish," Tuvoc replied, though it went against his nature to be so informal. They seated themselves on the floor, cross-legged. "How would you like to begin?" Luke asked tentatively. "Perhaps you could go through the basic concepts of meditation as you would to your beginning students, and I will compare these concepts to my own methods." "All right," Luke said slowly. Why did he ever agree to this? He wasn't sure if he could explain anything without using the concept of the Force. Well, he'd just have to give it a try. No, he would do. "Let's close our eyes," he began, "and take several deep breaths. Let your body relax. Clear your mind. For now, there is no Voyager, no Starfleet, no Delta Quadrant. There is only the sound of my voice. Relax. Relax," Luke's soothing voice emphasized. The thought crossed Luke's mind that Tuvoc may have invited him here only to disprove his claim to be a meditation teacher. He would just have to do his best. "Open yourself to the power of your mind," Luke continued, careful not to say power of the Force. "Now choose one thing, or one person, to concentrate on." Luke felt Tuvoc think of his wife. "Good. Now think only of her face, her features. Her expression the last time you saw her. Let her strength flow through you. Let it fill you." Luke continued in this manner for some time. "Now, it is time to come back to this room. Back to Voyager. Back to Starfleet. I want you to open your eyes now, Tuvoc." Tuvoc's eyes fluttered open. "That was very relaxing. But tell me, how did you know I was thinking of my wife?" Oops! Luke had to think fast. "Neelix told me you were married. I imagine everyone on this ship thinks a great deal about their loved ones back home." "I see," Tuvoc replied, in his usual deadpan voice. "Perhaps you could show me some of the things you do when you meditate," Luke suggested. Tuvoc retrieved an old-fashioned wax candle in a candleholder and set it on the floor between them. He lit it with a small incendiary device. "I have found, with enough concentration, I am able to make the flame flicker." "Fascinating," Luke encouraged him. "Please proceed." Luke thought of how he had used this same exercise with his beginning students. Some things were the same even galaxies apart. Tuvoc closed his eyes briefly, then slowly opened them and stared at the flame. It began to flicker, almost imperceptibly at first, then stronger. After a few moments Tuvoc exhaled, and the flame stilled. "That is very good. It takes a well-controlled mind to be able to manipulate objects," Luke praised. "All Vulcans have highly controlled minds. It is the foundation of our society." Tuvoc nodded at the flame. "Do you, Luke, have the ability to move the flame with your mind?" Luke hesitated. Of course he could make the candle dance through the air with no effort whatsoever. But that wasn't an option right now. Surely, however, it wouldn't hurt to exercise as much mind control as Tuvoc had just demonstrated. Luke didn't reply out loud, but instead fixed his gaze on the candle. The flame seemed to grow brighter, then moved in a circular motion in one direction, then stopped and moved in the opposite direction. Tuvoc's eyes widened, and Luke thought he had gone far enough. Perhaps too far. The flame returned to its original position, and Luke raised his eyes to Tuvoc. "The mind is a powerful object," he stated simply. "Indeed, most impressive," Tuvoc bestowed a rare compliment. "I would be grateful if you could teach me your methods of control." "Of course. But I seem to have run out of time this morning. My shift starts shortly." Luke excused himself and left hurriedly. He had the sudden feeling that Mara would not approve of what he had just done. He hoped she was not paying attention to his thoughts this morning. With luck, she had gone back to sleep. Luke continued on to the mess hall and had just about put the candle flame incident out of his mind. After several hours, Mara and B'Elanna entered. As Luke happened to be busy at the moment, they joined Chakotay and Tuvoc, who had also just arrived. "Wasn't it this morning that you were going to share meditation techniques with Luke?" Chakotay was asking Tuvoc. "How did that go?" Mara's ears perked up. "Very well," Tuvoc replied. "I found many of his methods to be very helpful. And he has an extremely controlled mind. Do you recall, Commander, that exercise I do with the candle flame? Luke was able to make the flame grow brighter, and then have it move in a controlled circular pattern. I have not seen that kind of mind power since Kes left." Mara couldn't believe her ears. "Excuse me," she interrupted Tuvoc. "Did you say Luke moved a candle flame around, with his mind?" "Yes, that is correct. Were you not aware what your husband is capable of?" "Yes, I am," she replied coldly. "And he is aware what I am capable of." Mara got up quickly and marched back to the kitchen area. B'Elanna and the others watched in astonishment as Mara grabbed Luke by the hair and pulled him off to one side. "Ouch!" Luke protested. "What are you doing?" "What is wrong with you?" Mara said in a low and menacing voice. "What are you talking about?" Luke kept his voice equally low. "I'm talking about your little dancing candle flame trick. Aren't you the one who wanted to keep our powers a secret? So the first chance you get, you start moving things with your mind?" Mara emphasized her point by poking him in the chest. She was hopping mad. Luke managed to pull her farther out of anyone's earshot. "Now hold on. It wasn't that bad." Luke was not going to let her rattle him. "Tuvoc moved the flame first. I did nothing more than he himself did. That shouldn't arouse any suspicion." "Well, Tuvoc seems to think you did more. And he's telling everyone about it." B'Elanna, Chakotay, and Tuvoc couldn't hear what was being said, but they could see the angry expressions and gesturing arms. "I see now what's happening," Mara was continuing in a deadly tone. "Tuvoc asked if you could match his control, and you couldn't back down from the challenge. I'd expect something like this from Calrissian or that half-witted brother-in-law of yours, but I thought you were above this kind of thing." Mara was certainly wound up now. "Just one minute. You're blowing this all out of proportion. And since when do I have to answer to you for my actions?" Luke's eyes were cold and menacing. Anyone but Mara would have been trembling in fear. "I don't have to listen to this!" Luke turned and stormed into the rear of the kitchen. Still fuming, Mara stomped out of the mess hall. "What do you suppose brought all that on?" B'Elanna echoed everyone's thoughts. "Why should his moving a flame upset her so? I mean, no offense Tuvoc, but if you can do it, it's not too far of a stretch that a guy who meditates constantly would be able to." "It seems to me," Chakotay put in, "that her reaction was triggered by the fact that he did move the flame, not any surprise that he was able to." "I agree, Commander," Tuvoc answered. "It appears there is more to the Skywalkers than meets the eye." "Well, I have to get back to my shift," B'Elanna said as she stood. "Perhaps I can sound Mara out a little." But Mara was not to be sounded out at all, B'Elanna discovered. Instead, she concentrated on her engineering work, refusing to talk about 'that stubborn schoolteacher she had the poor judgment to marry.' She continued her aloofness during her shift in sickbay, where the Doctor thankfully hadn't heard about the incident in the mess hall yet. Meanwhile, Luke had his hands full evading Neelix's questions. Though he knew Neelix meant well, he would only reply that he didn't want to talk about 'that hard-headed woman he had married in a momentary lapse of judgment.' At the end of his shift, Luke didn't feel like going directly back to his quarters; their quarters, that is. Instead he headed for one of the holodecks and played a game of parrises squares against a computer-generated opponent. How dare she talk to him like that? He was a Jedi Master. No one ever scolded him, or even raised their voice to him. He'd overheard Leia tear into Han on more than one occasion, and now realized why Han sometimes retreated to work on the Falcon when, oddly enough, it didn't even need working on. Wasn't that the same think he was doing here in the holodeck? Hiding out? Licking his wounds? Taking out his frustrations on a phony opponent that wouldn't talk back? "Computer, end program." Luke sat cross-legged on the bare floor of the holodeck. He contemplated Mara's words to him and considered the possibility that she was right. Tuvoc had challenged him and he foolishly thought there would be no consequences in taking up that challenge. Had he subconsciously been wanting to 'show off' his abilities every since they arrived? Pride was not a trait a Jedi should possess. He had some apologizing to do. It was time to go 'home.' Luke entered their suite and found Mara sitting up in bed reading a datapad. She didn't even glance at him as he walked through and went to the 'fresher. When he came out she had turned out the lights and was lying on her side, facing away from him. For one fleeting moment Luke wondered if she expected him to sleep on the couch. *You can sleep here. It's a big bed,* he heard in his mind. Quietly he slipped under the covers, but kept his distance. "Mara, I'm sorry," he whispered. She turned over, but did not move any closer. "I acted foolishly and impulsively. You were right. I took it as a challenge. I..." "Luke," Mara interrupted, as she inched nearer to him. "You're human. It happens." "It's not suppose to happen to me. I'm supposed to be the one setting the example for Jedi to follow. Now you know why Yoda didn't even want to train me." She heard him roll over and sigh in the darkness. She scooted over next to him and put one arm around his waist. "Luckily there's no Jedi here to see your example." "You're here," he stated simply. "I don't count. I already know all your shortcomings, farmboy. And if it makes you feel any better, I don't think anyone would have thought much about you moving that flame if I hadn't made such a spectacle in the mess hall. I handled that all wrong, and if we're caught, I'll be more to blame than you." Luke pulled her close and stroked her cheek. "I don't think it'll do us any good to debate who's to blame. And what would it hurt if we were caught? Being a Jedi is nothing to be ashamed of. Maybe we should just tell the Captain." "I think that would just make us look guilty. No, let's wait and see what happens." A few moments of silence ensued, during which they held each other tightly. "Mara?" Luke whispered. "Yes?" Luke hesitated, then whispered quickly before he lost his nerve. "I wish you really were my wife." Mara was momentarily stunned, then found her voice. "Why, Skywalker, is this a proposal?" He kissed her lightly. "What would be your answer if it was?" "Try me." Luke doubted he had ever been this nervous in his life. He knelt up in the bed, then pulled Mara up to face him. "Mara, I've admired you and treasured your friendship ever since I met you. Well, since a few days after I met you, anyway." Mara stifled a snicker. "In the past few weeks, though, I've realized how much you mean to me," Luke continued. "I need you, Mara." He squeezed her hands tighter. "I love you, and I want to marry you, if you'll have this sorry excuse for a Jedi Master." A jumble of emotions was running through Mara. She could feel his anxiety. "Luke," she began, "you are the only person to know the real me, perhaps even better than I know myself. From the moment you came back to check on me when we crashed in the forest on Myrkr, I knew you were different from anyone I had ever met. I was supposed to hate you, but I found I couldn't. You trusted me when no one else did. You are the only one to ever truly be my friend, no strings attached. All that snapping at you was because I was scared to admit, even to myself, that I liked you." Mara took a deep breath, trying to steady her pounding heart. "And now, I've fallen in love with you. But not because you're a Jedi Master, or a war hero, or powerful in the Force. I love the naïve farmboy, the tender lover, the caring, compassionate man you are. Yes, Luke, I will marry you." Luke thought his heart would burst with happiness. As he pulled her into a passionate kiss, he dropped all his barriers and let his emotions flood into her. She gasped, then relaxed and did the same. He felt her love for him pour through him. They both knew they would never again have any barriers between them. The next morning Luke awoke to strains of music coming from the outer room. He instantly sensed Mara was no longer in bed beside him. He got up, pulled on some pants, and went out to investigate. Mara was dancing gracefully, swaying to the music in perfect harmony. Luke knew she had used the undercover guise of a dancer at more places than just Jabba's palace. As he leaned against the doorway, smiling, Mara paused and glanced at him. "And what are you staring at?" she asked. "My beautiful fiancée," he responded, as he sent a feeling of love her way. "So why don't you come over here and join her?" "You know I don't dance." "It seems to me you've been doing other things lately you've never done before. I know you're light on your feet. It's time you learned." She tugged on him with the Force, and his resistance weakened. Mara had been dancing to lively, exotic music. "Can we at least start out with slower music?" Luke pleaded. Mara laughed gaily. "Of course. Computer, play 'Love in the Morning'." She took his hands, and transmitted the step instructions to him via the Force. Luke, on his part, was a fast learner. "So what inspired you to get up and dance this morning?" "You," she answered. At his surprised look she continued, "I just felt happy, carefree as a Judok bird. I felt like dancing." "So you don't regret your answer last night?" "Not at all. You don't regret asking the question, do you?" "Never," Luke smiled. "So how do you propose this marriage should take place? Everyone here thinks we're already married. It's not like we can just pull over to the nearest planet and find a wedding chapel." "I know. If we were going home soon, I'd say wait until then. But..." "But we may never get home. We have to face reality." Luke held her tighter. "I guess we could admit the truth to the Captain. Surely they have some way for people to get married here. I'll consult the computer later." "We're getting too melancholy here. This is an engagement celebration. Computer, livelier music." The mood lightened as the happy couple twirled, swayed, and kissed till mid-morning. B'Elanna saw Luke and Mara leave their suite hand in hand, and caught up with them at the turbo-lift. "Well, you two seem to be in a much better mood this morning." "We are in an incredibly wonderful mood," Luke grinned. "Contrary to what everyone thinks back home, this is one understanding woman." Not surprisingly, that comment invoked a bop on the head from a certain redhead. They reached the level of the mess hall, and Luke gave Mara a quick kiss as he exited. "See you at lunch," he called. "You'd better be fixing something good today, or you'll see just how understanding I can be, " he heard in reply. "So are you going to tell me what happened to put you two in an 'incredibly wonderful mood'?" B'Elanna inquired when she and Mara were alone. "Uh, it's, uh, rather personal." Mara didn't know what to say. "Suffice it to say that being here is like a second honeymoon for us." "I see," B'Elanna grinned slyly. "And when are we going to hear the patter of little feet around here?" "What!" Mara protested as the meaning of B'Elanna's words sunk in. "No, oh no. We're not ready for that. Not for a long time. I'm not ready," she repeated. "If you say so," B'Elanna acknowledged, in a tone which suggested she didn't believe a word. Luke likewise was interrogated when Neelix caught him humming to himself. "I don't see any black and blue marks," Neelix commented as he looked Luke over. "Pardon me?" Luke questioned. "I take it you and your lovely wife patched things up. You, at least, seem pretty chipper." "Couldn't be better. It was really a minor disagreement. We worked it out." "Glad to hear it. By the way, Voyager is scheduled to reach a planet called Antare in a few days. If sensors show an abundance of plant life, perhaps I'll be able to gather some new provisions." Luke's interest was aroused immediately. "How many crew members are allowed to leave the ship when you arrive at a planet?" "Usually the Captain sends a small away team of about six to scout the local communities. On occasion, more of the crew can beam down on a rotating basis." Harry had explained to Luke about matter transfer, or beaming, as they called it. "Do you think the Captain would allow me to go along? It's been a long time since I've spent this many weeks on board a ship. I could help you collect food provisions." Neelix looked thoughtful. "Well, it's possible. We can ask her when we reach orbit." Luke's mood became even brighter the rest of the day, if that was possible. He longed to set foot on a planet, any planet. He missed the richness of animal and plant life. Mara could see the anxious look in his eyes when he brought up the subject at lunch. "I hope it doesn't turn out to be a desert planet," Luke mused. "I would think that would make you feel at home," Mara kidded him. "Tatooine wasn't that bad, really," he rebuked. "Though I thought it was, growing up. I've been in a lot worse places since then." "I've been to Tatooine, and it's not somewhere I'd want to call home." "And where would you like to call home?" Luke asked. "We'll have to discuss that one of these days." "You mean if we ever get back. Right now it looks like this ship is our home," Mara sighed. "But if we do find a way..." "WHEN we find a way," Luke interrupted. "When we find a way home," she frowned, "then, I don't know. Coruscant is the closest thing I've ever known as 'home.' But I know you like Yavin better." He reached across and clasped her hand. "I'll live wherever you want. As long as we're together, even if it's on your ship. I don't want to spend half our time apart." Mara smiled at his earnestness. "I want us to be together, too. I guess we can discuss the location when we arrive back in our galaxy." Luke nodded in agreement. The next morning Luke had agreed to spend some meditation time with Commander Chakotay. "He doesn't do candles, does he?" Mara mumbled from under the covers, as Luke dressed. "Let's hope not. And I promise not to repeat the other morning's episode. I don't want to lose any more hair," he joked, rubbing his head. Luke and Chakotay started off with breathing exercises, and then Chakotay explained the vision quests he practiced, passed down from his ancestors. Luke thought they sounded similar to visions he sometimes had. "Do you ever have visions when you meditate?" the Commander asked Luke. A Jedi doesn't lie, Luke kept telling himself, though he and Mara had not been doing a very good job of keeping to that axiom. "I let my mind wander and have daydreams, of a sort," Luke answered, though he didn't sound very truthful to his own ears. "Well, how about we meditate and see what happens," Chakotay suggested. "Fine," Luke agreed. They both settled on the floor cross-legged. Chakotay lit a small incense burner, surrounded by several Indian artifacts. Luke noted his entire room was decorated with wall hangings and other objects Luke supposed were of his ancestors. Chakotay began chanting softly, and Luke closed his eyes and let the Force flow though him. Though Luke knew he could enter his companion's mind, and follow Chakotay's vision quest, that is not something he would do without permission. No, he would simply meditate on his own, listening to Chakotay's soothing chant. Perhaps some visions of his own would come his way. Images did indeed come to Luke. He saw himself on a strange planet, along with several of Voyager's crew. Suddenly he had his lightsaber out, fending off shots from an opponent he couldn't quite make out. After a few moments, he seemed to be back on Voyager. He saw Mara, smiling at him, then he saw her holding a small bundle. What was it? The scene then changed, and he saw Leia's face. She looked strained with worry, with deep lines on her face and streaks of gray beginning to show in her hair. She started weeping, and then Han appeared and held her close. Luke instinctively knew she was crying for him, and he wanted to reach out and touch her, tell her he was all right. The children appeared around them. They all looked older. The boys were trying to look stoic, but Jaina buried her face in her father's chest. Luke's heart felt heavy. He wondered if they believed he was dead, since they wouldn't be able to sense him. He was filled with guilt. How could he and Mara be frolicking together here, while Leia and her family were mourning? Luke felt like he was being watched. He came out of his trance to find Chakotay looking at him. Luke spoke first. "Did you find anything on your vision quest?" "Actually, yes. I saw you, holding some kind of lighted stick. We were being attacked, I think. That was all I could tell. Then I awoke. How about you?" Luke was surprised that Chakotay's vision matched one of his own, but decided not to mention it. "I dreamed of my sister," Luke answered dejectedly. "She looked very sad. This must be hard on her, not knowing what happened to me. To Mara and me." He looked up at Chakotay. "We're twins, we're very close." "I understand. All of us on Voyager left loved ones at home. At least you have your wife with you." "I do feel fortunate in that regard. I guess we should consider ourselves lucky. And we've only been here a few weeks. You've been here four years." Luke chuckled softly. "But you do know which direction to head." "And that it will take us another fifty years," Chakotay added. "Perhaps a miracle will come along." "We're always hoping." Luke returned to his quarters before his duty shift started, and Mara met him at the door. She hugged him tightly. "I felt your sadness. What happened?" Luke walked over and sat on the couch, pulling her onto his lap. "I had a vision while meditating. I saw Leia and Han and the kids. They seemed to be in mourning. Leia looked in terrible shape. I don't even know if it was the present or the future." "And the future is always in motion," Mara reminded him. "We may be back before things get that bad." She laid her head on his shoulder. "We'll never give up hope," he whispered, as much to himself as to her. They sat there in silence until it was nearly time for their shifts to start. Four days later, Voyager reached orbit of the planet Antare. The bridge crew was busy taking readings on the planet. Or at least trying to. "It is a Class M planet," Tuvoc reported. "However, it has a dense ionic outer atmosphere that prevents our sensors from getting accurate readings. Also, we would not be able to transport or send a communication through the atmosphere." "I see," replied the Captain. "Still, our food supplies need replenishing, if we want a variety to eat that is, and we could use some iridium if it's available. Therefore, I believe I'll send an away team in a shuttle. Commander Chakotay, you will be in charge. You can scan for life forms, cities, and agricultural areas once you are through the outer atmosphere. Tuvoc, Kim, Paris, and Neelix can accompany you. You may depart as soon as you are ready." "Aye, aye, Captain," acknowledged Chakotay. Luke had made his way to the bridge as soon as he sensed their approach to the planet, and had been standing quietly to the side. It was now or never. "Captain, request permission to accompany the away team." Janeway turned and looked at him. "And your purpose for this request?" "I could help Neelix gather foodstuffs. There may be varieties that I would be familiar with but the others would not." Luke resisted the temptation to use mind control to convince her. Captain Janeway, for her part, doubted his story of possibly being knowledgeable of the local plant life, but she could sympathize with his restlessness in being on board a ship this long. "Ordinarily I would not assign someone this new to the crew to join an away team, especially when the planet is virtually unknown to us. Of course, it's been a long time since we had anyone new to the crew." She smiled, as if she were considering his request, then turned serious. "If the planet turns out to be hostile, Chakotay and the others may not be able to look out for your well being." "I assure you, Captain, I can look out for myself," Luke replied, putting as much conviction in his voice as he could without using the Force. Chakotay remembered his vision quest from the other morning. "I don't believe there would be any harm in letting him come along," he said on Luke's behalf. Janeway hesitated, then nodded toward Luke. "Very well, you may join them. But you will be under Commander Chakotay's direct supervision. I expect you to obey orders just like any other member of this crew." "Understood, Captain," Luke smiled graciously. "And thank you." "Report to shuttle bay nine in one hour. Consult with Neelix on what you need to bring and wear," Chakotay instructed Luke. "Yes, commander," Luke replied, as he turned and left. Janeway turned to Chakotay. "Are you sure about this? What prompted you to vouch for him?" "Just a feeling." He was reluctant to discuss his vision. "Remember his manual landing in the shuttle bay when they first arrived? I don't believe he will be a detriment to the mission." "I hope you're right. With communication to the ship impossible, you will all be on your own down there." "I know. We will be cautious. You will have a full report as soon as we return." "Very well, Commander," Janeway dismissed him. Luke found out what type clothing was usually worn on away missions, and it was not much different than his usual clothes. He and Mara had been allowed to continue wearing ordinary clothes, not Starfleet uniforms, and Luke had been adding variety to his wardrobe instead of just black Jedi wear, much to Mara's delight. Since nothing was known about the planet Antare, the away team could only hope they would blend in. "This isn't fair, Skywalker," Mara whined. "I want to go too." "The Captain barely let me go. There's no way she'd let us both go." "So how come I can't be the one who goes, and you stay here?" "And you're going to help Neelix gather plants for food?" "Don't make me laugh," she retorted. "I know you, Luke Skywalker. That's not the real reason you're so anxious to go." Luke looked at her for a moment. "You remember when I meditated with Chakotay a few mornings ago, and I told you about my vision?" She nodded. "About Leia and Han and the kids." "Yes, but I had another vision as well. Two, actually. Anyway, in one of them, I saw myself on a strange planet, with the same crewmembers that are going on this mission, and we were attacked. And to top it off, Chakotay told me he had a vision of me holding a lighted stick. Mara, I feel I need to be there." Mara's only reply was to go get his lightsaber and hand it to him. He stuck it inside his outer tunic, then pulled her close. "I love you so much," he whispered, and kissed her tenderly. Finally she pulled away reluctantly, and tugged him toward the door. "C'mon, you don't want to be late for your first mission. I'll walk you to the shuttle bay." Hand in hand, they entered Shuttle Bay Nine. "There you are," Tom said boisterously. "We'll be ready to go in a few minutes." Chakotay approached them. "Hello, Luke, Mara. Luke, we'll be carrying concealed phasers. Are you familiar with a phaser's operation?" "I have not actually used one, but they are similar to the blasters we have at home," Luke replied, as he took the phaser and slipped it in his tunic, opposite his lightsaber. He had no doubt in his mind as to which one he would pull out to use first if needed. Mara pulled Luke to the side and gave him a kiss goodbye. "Hey, do we all get a goodbye kiss?" asked Harry. "Dream on, flyboy," Mara laughed. She turned back to Luke. "Be careful," she whispered to him. "I will," he answered quietly, "and I'll keep in touch." He started to turn away, but she touched his arm as an afterthought struck her. "You said you had two other visions. What was the second one?" He grinned at her. "I saw you, smiling, and you were holding a ... baby." Of course, he hadn't been able to tell what was wrapped in the bundle he saw, but somehow he just knew. Mara's mouth dropped open, and Luke hurried onto the shuttle before she could retaliate. *I'll get even with you* Luke heard in his mind. *Can't wait* he sent back. The shuttle veered away from Voyager. As they entered the ionic atmosphere, communication between the two ships ceased. "Well, Luke, I guess this will be quite an adventure for you," Neelix commented. "Why do you say that?" Luke replied. "I wouldn't think a meditation teacher would go on many undercover missions." "I didn't know we were going undercover?" Luke gave Chakotay a puzzled look. "We're not, really," Chakotay answered, kidding Neelix. "Neelix tends to get a little melodramatic. That doesn't mean we'll be telling our whole life stories, though, either. We'll just play it by ear, since we don't know what to expect on the planet." "I see. But in answer to you, Neelix, I have been on quite a few undercover missions. I wasn't always a meditation teacher." This brought questioning looks from the others. "So what were you before becoming a teacher?" Harry spoke up. "During the war I was a fighter pilot, but I saw a lot of groundside action also." "What kind of war?" asked Tom. "There was a senator who was very powerful and very evil. He declared himself Emperor and gradually his troops took over most of the galaxy. I was part of the rebellion against him." "And your rebellion won the war?" inquired Chakotay. "Yes, it did, and peace was restored, though skirmishes still crop up now and then." "What rank were you?" asked Neelix. Luke seemed to look a little embarrassed. "Well, I was a commander." "How long ago was this?" Tom asked. "The war ended about fifteen years ago, and I resigned my commission shortly after that." "Fifteen years!" Neelix seemed astonished. "How old are you?" "Thirty-six," Luke replied uneasily. "Remember, it was wartime, and officers were in short supply," he added. "Is that where you met Mara?" Tom asked. "No, I didn't meet her until about five years after the war. Anyway, she was on the other side." "She worked for this evil Emperor?" Neelix asked incredulously. Luke wished he hadn't brought that part up. "You'll have to ask her sometime." Thankfully, Tuvoc announced they were coming out of the ionic atmosphere by then. "Sensors show a town to the north," Tom reported as their shuttle neared the planet's surface. Luke, of course, could sense the inhabitants immediately. Most of them felt harmless, though he was picking up pockets of hostility. "Put down just outside the town," Chakotay ordered. "We don't want to attract any unnecessary attention." Tom skillfully brought the shuttle down in the midst of a small clearing surrounded by trees and dense foliage. They exited cautiously, but the area appeared deserted. Luke stretched out with the Force, but felt no presences nearby. The short walk into town was uneventful, and they soon reached a marketplace. The crew did not see any evidence of this being a technologically advanced society. They seemed to be more agricultural oriented. As they wandered through the open-air market, Neelix and Luke stopped to inspect the various fruits and vegetables for sale. Luke kept his eyes and senses open for possible danger, and was relieved to notice the rest of the crew seemed alert. "Let's continue on," Chakotay said. "We need to inquire about the availability of iridium, though I don't expect to find any." The villagers didn't appear to be paying much attention to them, which seemed odd to Luke, since they looked different than the humanoid residents. Perhaps they had received alien visitors previously. Suddenly Luke's danger sense flared. He looked around, narrowing his gaze, and noticed Chakotay watching him curiously. Luke stretched out with the Force, and felt ten, no twelve, hostile minds. Luke quickened his pace and walked next to Commander Chakotay. "Commander," he murmured quietly, "we are being followed." Chakotay glanced at him, concerned. "How do you know? I've seen no one." "I just know. Trust me. There are twelve beings following us. He paused, then continued. "Two are moving up to each side of us now. They mean to do us harm." Chakotay seemed to be absorbing his words. He whispered to the others, "Everyone, be ready with your phasers. We may have company." Luke noted the street was crowded with passers-by. "Commander, might I suggest we move to a less crowded side street? There are many bystanders here they could use as cover." Chakotay nodded in agreement, and they casually detoured through a deserted alleyway. Chakotay jerked as Luke suddenly spun around. Out of the shadows behind them suddenly appeared a dozen aliens. They were obviously a different race than the villagers, and were all armed. "Who are you? What do you want?" Chakotay demanded of them. The apparent leader of the aliens waved his weapon threateningly and sneered at them. "You are in no position to be questioning us." Just then, Chakotay saw one of his crew behind him make a sudden movement, and the firefight began. Both sides were armed, but Voyager's crew was outnumbered 2 to 1. In a blur, Chakotay saw Luke reach into his tunic and withdraw some kind of silver handle. A green light sprang out of one end, and Luke began deflecting the enemies' phaser shots, ALL of the enemies' phaser shots. The crew stopped firing; they didn't need to fire. They stared as Luke moved faster than they thought humanly possible. The aliens stopped firing momentarily also, and in that moment their weapons suddenly flew out of their grasps and landed at Luke's feet. Luke raised his free hand and clenched his fist. The phasers at his feet crumpled as if being crushed by an invisible iron hand. All of the aliens except the leader made a hasty retreat. The leader felt himself being tugged toward Voyager's crew, his arms pinned to his sides. Luke clipped his lightsaber to his belt. Chakotay stepped forward, giving Luke another curious glance. There would be time for explanations later. "Now then," he addressed the leader, "why did you attack us?" "I don't have to tell you anything," the leader spat. Luke stared at the man. "You will tell him what he wants to know," he said in an eerie voice. The man seemed hypnotized. "I will tell you want you want to know," he repeated slowly. By this time the rest of the crew, even Tuvoc, seemed mesmerized. This couldn't possibly be the same Luke that had been living with them for nearly a month. "Who are you?" Chakotay began again. "I am Vanore, of the Ubossi clan," he replied in a monotone voice. "Why did you attack us?" "To steal your weapons. We have no technology to build our own phasers or ships, so we take them from visitors who land here." The man's tongue was loosed now. "Even as we speak, your shuttle is being moved to our compound, and your ship in orbit will soon be attacked." "Where is your compound?" Chakotay asked. He wanted to get as much information out of the man as he could. "North of the city," was the reply. Chakotay turned to Tom and Tuvoc. "Tie him up, gag him, and stash him out of sight. We need to get to that compound." "Commander," Neelix spoke up. "Ensign Kim was hit in the arm by phaser fire." "It's nothing," Harry put in quickly. "Just grazed me." "I wasn't aware any shots even got through," Tom put in. "It was right at the beginning," Harry explained, "before..." Luke felt everyone looking at him. There wasn't time for lengthy explanations just yet. He looked at Harry. "May I see it?" he asked, nodding toward Harry's arm. Harry removed his hand with which he had been covering the wound. Luke tore the sleeve open more to get a better look. It wasn't very bad. He put one hand over the wound and closed his eyes. Harry felt a tingling sensation. After a few moments, Luke pulled his hand away. Tom and Neelix both examined Harry's arm. "You can't even tell he was hit!" Neelix exclaimed. "We should get moving," was all Luke said. Chakotay nodded in agreement. "I wish we had a way to warn the Captain," Chakotay said, as they waited for the alien to be bound. "We do," Luke said quietly. He stared straight ahead, his eyes seeming to glaze over. "Mara, hear me," he whispered. Aboard Voyager, Mara was helping B'Elanna when she suddenly stopped and got a far-away look on her face. "Luke," she said softly. "What's that?" B'Elanna asked. Mara seemed to be listening intently, though B'Elanna could hear nothing. "I've got to see the Captain," Mara said quickly, and she raced for the turbolift. "Wait, I'm coming too," B'Elanna called. They reached the bridge in record time. "Captain," Mara began, "the away team has been attacked." Janeway looked at her strangely. "How do you know that? We aren't able to communicate through their atmosphere." Mara took a deep breath, then decided it was time to be honest. "Luke and I can communicate telepathically. He says the beings who attacked them claimed that their ships would soon attack Voyager. Your sensors wouldn't be able to detect them until they emerged from the ionic atmosphere." Janeway stared at Mara, who appeared dead serious. "Was anyone injured?" Mara paused, as if listening, then replied, "Ensign Kim was grazed by a phaser bolt, but he's all right now." "Red alert," the Captain ordered. Tom and Tuvoc returned from hiding the alien inside an empty doorway. "Let's go," Chakotay ordered the others. As they headed through the back streets, Chakotay fell into step next to Luke. "Are you ready to start accounting for yourself?" he asked. "I am a Jedi," Luke replied simply, as he continued scanning the areas they passed through. "I have certain powers I can call upon." "Obviously," Chakotay smiled. "Thank you. We are in your debt." "No thanks are needed. I will go into more detail when we return to Voyager." "I, for one, look forward to that, as I'm sure the Captain will, too." They reached the northern edge of the city and came upon a fortress of some sort, surrounded by a solid wall about eight meters high. "I don't suppose you can see through this wall and tell if our shuttle is in there?" Chakotay turned to Luke. Luke shook his head and smiled. "No, 'fraid not. I could cut a hole in the wall, but I think it would attract less attention if we just looked over the top." Dusk was falling by this time, and a lightsaber would show up easily. The others looked up at the top of the wall, then at Luke. "You first," Chakotay invited. "I'll believe anything at this point." Luke nodded. "I'll bring the rest of you up if I spot it." He crouched, then sprang up in a blur and landed gently on the top of the wall, where there was a narrow ledge. He saw their shuttle sitting in the middle of the compound, along with two guards standing next to it. He easily directed the guards' attention in the opposite direction, then looked back down at the crew. Chakotay suppressed a gasp as he felt his feet leave the ground. Luke levitated him to a spot next to him on the ledge. Chakotay looked at him with raised eyebrows, then followed Luke's gaze toward the shuttle and guards. Luke put his finger to his lips, then made a hand gesture toward the guards. They slowly fell to the ground, as if in a deep slumber. Luke shrugged. "They were very sleepy." Luke proceeded to levitate Tom, Harry, Neelix, and Tuvoc to the top. They were fairly well hidden in the shadows, and no other guards had appeared. "Will the trip down be as smooth?" Tom whispered. Luke nodded affirmative, then looked at Chakotay. "Let him go first," Chakotay acceded. Luke scanned the open compound, but felt no other aliens there. "There are several dozen beings inside the fortress' main building," Luke whispered. "I'll be quiet," Tom promised, then found himself floating to the ground. He hugged the inside perimeter of the wall, and was soon joined by the others. Meanwhile, on Voyager, the crew remained on red alert. "I want continuous scans in all directions," ordered Janeway, though she knew the order wasn't really necessary. The ship's sensors would automatically alert them to any incoming ships. "Shields up," she added. "Captain," said Seven of Nine, who was occupying Harry's station, "aren't you overreacting to this ... questionable report?" She glared at Mara, who stared back with equal intensity. "That's enough," the Captain commanded. "Seven, there is no harm in taking extra precautions, no matter..." "No matter how ridiculous my claim sounds," finished Mara with irritation. "Mara, please," Janeway began, then stopped when she saw Mara staring out the viewscreen. "Mara, look at me when I'm addressing you." Mara turned and looked at the Captain. "There is a ship approaching through the atmosphere. It is not our shuttle." Janeway looked to Seven for confirmation. "Sensors are still unable... wait, a ship has just exited the atmosphere. Its weapons are powered up." "Ready torpedoes," ordered the Captain. "Another ship is coming," Mara suddenly interrupted. Sure enough, within moments the second ship appeared. Almost immediately both ships began firing on Voyager. "Fire torpedoes," Janeway declared. "Target their weapons' systems." "Shields holding," Seven reported. The firefight was short-lived. The alien ships were no match for Voyager, and they retreated back toward the planet without acknowledging Voyager's hails. Janeway turned to Mara. "What is the situation of the away team?" Now they believe me, thought Mara. *Luke,* she sent through the force, *the enemy ships have been repelled. And how are you doing, my love?* As the away team surveyed their path to the shuttle, Chakotay started to say something to Luke when he noticed the grin on the latter's face. "Something funny?" he questioned him. "No, no," Luke became serious again. "Mara says Voyager defeated the attacking ships. The Captain wants a report on our situation." "Then give it. You seem to know what's going on better than anyone." "Yes, Commander," Luke replied, then fell silent as he 'talked' to Mara. The away team silently made their way across the compound. Luke hid the sound as Tom lowered the shuttle's ramp. They quickly entered and strapped in. As soon as they powered up the engines, more lights in the fortress came on, and the Ubossi poured from the building. Their phaser shots bounced harmlessly off the shuttle's shields. "This is one piece of technology they're not getting their hands on," Tom declared. "Yes, and they weren't in possession of it long enough to be able to copy any information. The computer's security systems were not breached," added Tuvoc. "But we weren't able to get any of that delicious looking suni fruit," Neelix lamented, causing everyone to laugh. "I, for one, will just be grateful to get back to Voyager," Harry put in. Luke silently transmitted to Mara that they were all safe and on their way back 'home.' When the shuttle landed in the docking bay, Janeway was there to greet them. She gave instructions to the bridge for their immediate departure, then turned to the away team. "Chakotay, Tuvoc, I want a full report in my ready room at once." Mara had meanwhile also entered the bay, and greeted Luke back with a hug. "You two," Janeway directed her attention to Luke and Mara, "stand by. I will want to talk to you also." "I guess the Bantha dung will hit the fan now," Luke whispered, as they walked away, arms encircled around each other's waist. "Why? Just because we are telepathic..." She looked at him curiously. "Luke, what all happened on the planet?" He hadn't given many details during their communications. "Oh, you name it," he sighed. She frowned at him. His lightsaber hanging openly from his belt hadn't escaped her attention. "I had no choice," he continued defensively, as they entered their quarters. "We were outnumbered. You and I both knew that eventually we would be forced to reveal our powers. It will almost be a relief to have it over with." His calm blue eyes beseeched her pleadingly, hoping she would understand. "And what if the Captain doesn't appreciate us hiding our powers? What if she wants us to leave Voyager?" Mara countered. "Then we'll leave. We won't be any worse off than we were when we first landed in this galaxy." "I suppose you're right. We'll just have to wait and see what the Captain has to say." Mara laid her head on his shoulder as they sat together on the couch, awaiting their fate. Captain Janeway seated herself behind her desk, and motioned for Chakotay and Tuvoc to take seats opposite her. "Now, then," she began, hands clasped. "I want a full report of what happened on the planet, from the beginning." Chakotay glanced at Tuvoc's impassive face. "Well, we landed without incident, hiding the shuttle, we thought, in a grove of trees. There was a large village nearby, to which we walked. Neelix and Luke looked over the wares for sale in a marketplace we came to. After leaving there, we continued up the main street." Chakotay paused. "Go on," Janeway prodded. "As we walked, Luke came up to me and said we were being followed." "Had you seen anyone suspicious?" asked the Captain. "No, but he seemed certain. He said there were twelve of them, behind us and moving to the sides. He suggested we move to a side street to prevent bystanders from being possibly hurt." "Did he explain how he could see these beings if you could not?" the Captain asked. "I don't believe he did see them; it was more like he felt them. At the time, he said he just knew they were there." "So you moved to a side street?" "Yes. As we cut through an alley a few blocks over, the aliens made their appearance, twelve of them. They confronted us, and began firing. We began to return fire, but then..." "Then what, Commander?" The Captain's curiosity was piqued. "It seems, Captain, our meditating fry-cook is some kind of wizard," Chakotay answered. "Wizard?" Janeway repeated. "He has certain powers," Tuvoc spoke for the first time. "Explain," she ordered. "He pulled an object out of his tunic, a metal handle. A beam of light shot out of one end, and he began deflecting their phaser shots with it. Captain, there were twelve of them firing at us, and he deflected all their shots. In fact, he was deflecting the shots back at them, but he was careful not to mortally wound them." "Amazing," Janeway answered intently. "Actually, Captain, Chakotay hasn't even gotten to the amazing part yet," Tuvoc put in. Janeway looked at him. Rarely did Tuvoc consider anything 'amazing.' "Both sides were so surprised, everyone stopped firing. In that instant, the aliens' weapons literally flew out of their hands and landed at Luke's feet. He made a clenching motion with his fist, and the weapons crumpled. "He picked up the weapons and crushed them with his hand?" the Captain asked incredulously. "No, he didn't touch them. He crushed them with his mind," Chakotay explained slowly. "I see," Janeway said, though she didn't see at all, she thought. "The aliens then turned and ran. All but one, that is. Their apparent leader." "And he...?" "It was as if he had been lassoed and pulled in, but of course, there was no rope." Janeway's eyes narrowed, but she said nothing as Chakotay continued. "At first the alien remained defiant, then something happened. Luke spoke to him, and it was as if he was suddenly hypnotized. He answered all my questions without even blinking. He told us our shuttle had been captured and brought to their compound. He also told us about the imminent attack on Voyager. He said his clan steals technology from strangers because they're unable to produce their own." "And then?" Janeway encouraged him to go on. "We tied him up and continued north to find this compound." "You omitted the healing of Ensign Kim's wound," put in Tuvoc. "Oh, yes. Harry was grazed by one of the first phaser shots. Luke covered the wound with his hand, closed his eyes for a few moments, and the wound completely healed," Chakotay explained. "At any time did Luke say how he was able to do all these extraordinary things?" Janeway inquired. "He just said he was something called a Jedi and has special powers. He said he would explain further when we returned to Voyager." "I'm looking forward to it. And your shuttle was at this compound?" "Yes, but there was a high wall surrounding it, perhaps eight meters tall. Luke jumped to the top, then levitated each of us up to join him. There were two guards at the shuttle. He put them into a deep slumber, then lowered us down to the ground. We made it into the shuttle without incident. More aliens appeared as we started the engines, but their shots simply bounced off the shields. And here we are," Chakotay concluded. "Hmm," replied the Captain thoughtfully. "Did Luke, at any time, try to take command of the mission, or usurp your authority in any way?" "No, not at all," came Chakotay's quick reply. "He made suggestions, but it was always clear that I was in charge. In that regard, he was still the same as he's always been. But it was also certain that he's been in this kind of situation before. He saw what needed to be done, and he didn't hesitate. In fact, Neelix and the others managed to find out from him that he had been a commander during a war in their galaxy." "Interesting. Well," Janeway let out a breath. "I guess it's time to talk to our guests." She tapped her comm badge. "Luke and Mara Skywalker, this is the Captain. Please report to my ready room." "At once, Captain," came the reply. The Captain's door signal chimed. "Enter," she invited, as she opened the door via the control on her desk. Luke and Mara walked into the ready room, both looking rather apprehensive. Janeway motioned for them to sit in the chairs just vacated by Chakotay and Tuvoc, who stood nearby. "And I thought your telepathic abilities were impressive," she began, looking at both Luke and Mara. "But the report I've received from Chakotay and Tuvoc is incredible." "I suppose it would appear that way," was Luke's reply. "First of all, I wish to thank you for everything you did during the away mission, and for the warning of the attack on Voyager. Now, you may have been under the impression that I don't run a very tight ship here," the Captain continued. "I assure you, nothing could be further from the truth." The Captain directed her attention to Luke. "I don't care for surprises, Mr. Skywalker. I expect to be informed of the capabilities of every member of this crew, and that includes both of you." Luke could feel Mara becoming agitated without even looking at her, but he wasn't expecting her to use her anger to defend him. Mara leapt to her feet. "How can you talk to Luke like that?! He's a Jedi Master, for Sith's sake. Don't you realize he could crush your puny ship with just a thought?" "Mara!" Luke grabbed her arm and pulled her back down. "That's enough. The Captain's right. We should have said something long ago." He turned back to Janeway. "I...We...apologize. We should not have hidden our powers." Mara continued to fume, but Captain Janeway seemed to accept Luke's apology. "Perhaps, then, you will indulge us with an explanation." Luke finally let go of Mara's arm, and taking a deep breath, began his story, much like Obi-Wan Kenobi explained to him so many years ago. "There is an energy field generated by all living things. It surrounds us, and binds us. Certain individuals in our galaxy, both human and alien, have the power to use this force. It both controls our actions and obeys our commands. Many who have this ability to use the Force choose to become Jedi, such as Mara and I. The Jedi are the guardians of peace and justice in our galaxy." "I believe Mara 'mentioned' that you are a Jedi Master," Janeway interjected. "Yes, I am. I began an academy to train Jedi. You see, I really am a teacher, though I guess you could call me semi-retired. And meditation is an important subject there." Luke smiled at Tuvoc and Chakotay. "And do you teach at this academy, Mara?" asked Chakotay. "No, I... haven't quite finished my own training yet," Mara replied sullenly. "I would think a Jedi Master's wife would rate private lessons," Janeway quipped. Luke and Mara exchanged glances. *We have to come clean on this matter too,* Luke sent. Mara just nodded. "Actually, Captain, we're not married," Luke admitted, shifting uncomfortably in his seat. "But we'd like to be," Mara put in, much to Luke's surprise. "Indeed." The Captain seemed surprised also. "Well, you're certainly giving a good impression of being married. So why all this subterfuge? As I said before, I don't appreciate being kept in the dark in regards to my crew." "When we first arrived, we didn't expect to be here very long," Luke began. "And then when it looked like we were staying, well, it would have been hard to say, 'By the way, we have special powers.'" "You could have tried," the Captain countered. Luke didn't bother to explain that Jedi do not 'try.' "In our galaxy, Jedi are either revered or hated. Very seldom do I get to enjoy anonymity. I suppose it was selfish, but it has been a lifetime since I was able to be a regular person." "Hmm. But why pretend to be married? We're fairly open-minded here. We wouldn't have objected to your sharing quarters," the Captain stated. "I'll defer this explanation to Mara," Luke replied. Mara frowned at him, but knew she was trapped. "All right. When we first landed in your docking bay, and I came down the ramp, well you see, sometimes it's a curse to be able to hear other people's thoughts. The truth is, some of your crew," and Mara glanced at Chakotay, "especially Tom and Harry, were thinking rather suggestive thoughts about me." Janeway thought she noticed Chakotay blushing slightly. "And I figured if they thought I was married, they'd leave me alone. We only planned on being here a few hours. We haven't even ever been on a date," Mara added, glancing at Luke. "Well, we can move you to separate quarters now, if you wish," Janeway offered. "No!" Luke and Mara spoke at once. Luke continued, "Staying together is the best thing that's ever happened to us." "I understand," Janeway smiled. "One thing bothers me, though. Mara, you said you heard the crew's thoughts. Does this mean both of you listen in on all our thoughts?" The Captain was no longer smiling. "Certainly not," Luke assured her. "We don't eavesdrop. It's just that those particular thoughts that day were coming through loud and clear." "The next time you want to know anyone's thoughts, please ask," the Captain instructed them. "Of course," they agreed. "Captain Janeway," Luke knew it was time to find out their fate. "We apologize again for not disclosing our true selves. We never meant to disavow your authority on this ship. If you wish us to leave, we will do so at once. We do not wish to cause you further trouble." Janeway studied them carefully, clasping her hands. "Master Skywalker," she began, then stopped and looked at him, "that is how you are addressed, I suppose?" "Yes." "Master Skywalker, Mara," she began again, "I would like to learn more about the ways of the Jedi. I feel you must have fascinating tales to share. And how can I do that if you leave so soon? I invited you once to stay as long as you wish. That invitation is still open. It is I who should be apologizing to you." She smiled slightly. "You don't know how many times I escape to the holodeck just to hide away and be a regular person. Please stay." Mara reached over and grasped Luke's hand. They looked at each and Janeway surmised they were talking it over silently. Luke spoke first. "We will stay, if you truly want us to. But there must be something we can do to atone for our deception." "Perhaps there is, Master Skywalker," Captain Janeway appeared thoughtful. "I believe everyone you know on this ship has the right to the truth concerning both of you. I am going to call a meeting of the entire senior staff, and you two will address them, explaining yourselves as you have here, and answering all their questions." "Agreed, and please call me Luke." Luke relaxed visibly. Perhaps this wasn't such a fiasco after all. It would be a relief not to hide anymore. "Now, in gratitude for your most likely saving the lives of my away team, what can I do for you?" the Captain asked them. "You have done so much already, and Jedi never act in the hope of receiving payment, but there is one small favor we would ask." Luke hesitated, then looked to Mara for reassurance. "During our stay I have availed myself of a few of your computer's many files, and I discovered that in your Starfleet, a ship's captain has the authority to perform marriage ceremonies for passengers." Luke took a deep breath and Mara squeezed his hand tighter. "Would you do us the honor?" Janeway broke into a wide smile. "It would be my pleasure." There were many handshakes and congratulations issued, then all began leaving to prepare for the upcoming staff meeting in one hour. Captain Janeway stopped Mara just as she headed for the door. "Mara, might I have a few moments with you, alone?" The others left, and Mara seated herself apprehensively in the lounge area where the Captain indicated. "I'm sorry for my earlier outburst, Captain. I have quite a temper at times, I'm afraid." "No need to apologize. I can see why you and B'Elanna have become friends. Mara, I had a few more questions, and I think I would get more honest answers from you than from Luke. He seems a bit on the modest side." Mara laughed. "That's an understatement. What would you like to know?" "You said, and I quote, 'he could crush your puny ship with just a thought.' Was that, hopefully, an exaggeration?" "No, Captain, it was not. I've seen him do many amazing feats, and heard of many others. His brother-in-law told me Luke once built a massive fortress out of a pile of rubble with the Force, and then later demolished it into oblivion, all without lifting a finger. Destroying this ship would not be beyond his capabilities. But to allay your concerns, Captain, even though he could do it, he wouldn't do it. He never harms anyone or destroys anything unless it is an absolute last resort." "I'm glad to hear it, and I believe you. Chakotay and Tuvoc relayed how none of the aliens were harmed on the planet." "Luke is the most kind, compassionate, righteous man there is. He believed in me and called me a friend when no one else would. I still find it hard to believe he's fallen in love with me." Mara's eyes were bright with passion. The Captain continued in her curiosity. "I take it Luke is well-known in your galaxy, more so than you?" "Luke is a war hero, the top war hero. He destroyed a huge space station of death when he was just 18, when he barely knew what the Force was. He formed an elite squadron of fighter pilots and became the youngest commander ever. He then played a key role in the end of the war, and has continued to fight for justice for all races of beings. There are many statues and monuments dedicated to him. He resurrected the Jedi order, which had become all but extinct, and is the only living Jedi Master." Mara leaned back in her chair. "You didn't know him before we came here. He was a very different person, always serious, always worried about how his students would turn out. He rarely laughed or joked in public. He has borne the weight of the entire galaxy on his shoulders, and has never asked for anything in return. And yes, Captain, he is very modest." Captain Janeway could hear the admiration in Mara's voice as she spoke. "And you, Mara, what is your story? And what is your last name, by the way?" Mara sighed. "My name is Mara Jade." "As in Jade's Fire," the Captain deduced. "Yes, and my story ... is quite different from Luke's. The war in our galaxy began when a senator took control of the government. He had Force powers, but he used them for evil, and declared himself Emperor. He took me from my home when I was very young, because he recognized my Force potential, and molded me into his personal servant. Luke turned out to be his greatest enemy, and his enemies were my enemies. I was ordered to kill Luke, but failed, obviously. I did not actually meet Luke until five years after the war, after the Emperor was dead. He was not the vile person I expected, and eventually we became friends, though somewhat distant. I've been helping the new government for some time now, though many still do not trust me. Sometimes at night, as I lie beside Luke, I still cannot comprehend the miracle that has brought us together. Now, I can't imagine life without him." "I believe, Mara," the Captain observed, "that you two compliment each other; two lonely people who have found comfort and love in each other's arms. Apparently it has taken you both many years to realize that you need each other." "You're a very intuitive woman, Captain Janeway." "As are you, Mara Jade." When Mara returned to her quarters, Luke was waiting for her. He enveloped her in a passionate embrace and kissed her tenderly. "So, what did the Captain want?" he asked curiously. "Just girl talk," Mara teased. The senior staff assembled in the conference room at the appointed time. Present were Chakotay, Tuvoc, Paris, Kim, Torres, Neelix, the Doctor, and Seven of Nine. Tom, Harry, and Neelix had filled in B'Elanna, the Doctor, and Seven on the events of the away mission, though their story met with much disbelief. Luke and Mara entered, followed shortly by the Captain. Janeway addressed the group. "We are here to clear up any rumors or guesses that may be circulating. The Skywalkers are prepared to explain their unique abilities, and to answer any questions you may have. Luke?" She yielded the floor to the Jedi Master. Luke rose, and launched into his explanation of the Jedi, much as he had for the Captain an hour earlier. As he concluded, Seven of Nine was the first to speak. "I have heard your claims, and what the away team says they saw, but I have seen no proof of these claims. I wish to see a demonstration of these so-called Force powers," Seven stated. "It seems we have a doubting Thomas among us," Janeway smiled. "What's that?" Luke and Mara and several others looked puzzled. "An old Earth expression," Jane explained. "Well, I really don't do demo..." Luke started to say when Mara elbowed him. "It won't hurt you, just this once," she chided him. He turned to her, "Why don't you, then? You can levitate objects." "I'm not nearly as skilled as ... oh, all right." She looked around the room. There were several datapads lying on the table. Mara concentrated, and one of them rose slowly, then moved through the air. Luke watched proudly; he hadn't really been sure how Mara's levitation skills had progressed. As Mara moved the pad above the heads of the crew, suddenly the rest of the datapads rose one by one, and sailed behind her lead one. "So you decided to join in the fun after all," Mara called out to Luke, while maintaining her concentration. "Up for a game of follow the leader?" "Lead on," he replied. Mara's datapad suddenly sped up, engaging in a series of abrupt twists and turns in and around the astonished crew. She even stopped it in mid-air once, and Luke caused all the rest to stop without missing a beat. She pushed it forward again, in even more intricate patterns, weaving and dodging around the room. Luke kept the rest following behind like a tail on a kite, matching her motions exactly. Finally she settled the datapad back in its original position on the table, and Luke did likewise with the rest, gently lowering them without a sound. Mara grinned at the crew. "The lead datapad shows what a half-trained Jedi can do with the Force. Those that followed are only a small demonstration of what a Master can do." "It was an effective demonstration," Seven admitted. At the very least, it was an ice-breaker. All at once, everyone had plenty of questions. Luke and Mara answered them all with patience and humor. Finally, Neelix brought up a question on the one subject they hadn't gotten to yet. "So, do you have a home near this academy?" he asked, looking at both of them. "I live at the Academy, but Mara ..." Luke began. "We're not married," Mara confessed. "Just engaged." A frown from Luke caused her to continue. "And only friends when we first arrived here." Stunned silence filled the room. "You fell in love after you got here." It was more a statement than a question from Neelix. "Yes," was Mara's quiet reply. "Maybe." She looked at Luke. "Or maybe it was ten years ago." "And we just admitted it," he put in. "To ourselves and to each other." "How romantic," Neelix exclaimed. "You said you were engaged. When did you plan on marrying?" "Captain Janeway graciously agreed to perform the ceremony," Luke replied, nodding toward the Captain. "So I guess whenever she is ready." "I'd say the sooner we get these two married, the better," Janeway laughed. "But we have to plan a celebration!" Neelix protested. "With a party, and food." "And a wedding cake," added Harry. "And dancing," B'Elanna put in. "You must give us a few days to prepare," Neelix beseeched. "At least three days." The Captain looked at Luke and Mara with raised eyebrows. "Will three days be all right with you?" she asked. "Yes, but, we really don't need a party. Just a quiet ceremony is all ..." Luke began. He felt bad enough about pretending to be married already. "Nonsense," Neelix interjected. "We haven't had a wedding here on Voyager yet. Please allow us to do this for you. You don't have any objections, do you, Captain?" "Of course not. I think everyone could use a celebration," she agreed. "Then it's settled. A wedding in three days." Everyone rose, and began congratulating Luke and Mara. Even more questions poured forth about the Force and the Jedi. Finally, Neelix, Tom, Harry, and B'Elanna excused themselves to begin the wedding preparations. Luke and Mara were eventually able to extricate themselves, and walked back to their quarters. "It's been an interesting day, farmboy," Mara teased. "What makes you say that?" Luke replied, a dead-pan expression on his face. "Just because I had to use the Force, now everyone knows about us, probably the whole ship by now, and all of a sudden we're getting married in three days. You call that interesting? You must have a dull life when I'm not around, Jade." "Compared to the monk's life you led, you mean," she retorted. They fell onto the couch, laughing and kissing. "You know, a marriage ceremony for two Jedi isn't the same as for anyone else," Luke commented as he held her tightly. "There is a Force-bonding ritual that follows the vows part." Mara pulled up and looked at him. "What kind of Force-bonding? I thought we already had a bond." "We do. We're probably halfway there already." He kissed her lightly. "But the ritual makes the bond even stronger, and permanent. My thoughts and feelings will be your thoughts and feelings, and vice-versa. For the rest of our lives, no matter how far apart we are. We will be as one soul. It is the strongest connection possible for Jedi." "Stronger than your bond with Leia?" Mara asked. "Yes." He stroked her hair. "And how do you know about this? I don't recall any Jedi getting married to each other in the last 20 years," she continued her questioning. "I read a lot. About Jedi history. There isn't much else to do when you lead a monk's life." "And you know how to perform this ritual?" "Yes, I do." He brought her face up to meet his gaze. "Mara, we don't have to do that part, if you don't want. We can just have a normal wedding, like regular people do." She reached up and stroked his cheek. "But we're not regular people, are we? You said yourself we're halfway there, and I like what we have together now. I don't want to feel like we're missing out on having something even better. We should do the ritual. I want to, Luke." He pulled her closer and they kissed passionately, each reveling in the feelings of love pouring from the other. Luke rose effortlessly with Mara in his arms, and started for the bedroom. "Are you sure we should ...," Mara asked demurely. "I mean, we'll be married soon, maybe we should wait ..." The look on Luke's face was priceless, Mara thought. He stopped and blinked at her several times. All of a sudden, he dropped Mara on the floor right where they stood. "You're right. You take the couch tonight. I'm going to go get some dinner." She wasn't going to best him. He headed for the door. Mara sprang up and tackled him from behind. "You go out that door and it'll be the last thing you ever do!" "But my dear, didn't you just say ..." Luke wasn't done with her yet. "Never mind what I said, funny man. You are not going to leave me unfulfilled." "Unful..., so, you admit I fulfill your needs, hmm." "You ...you ..., wipe that smirk off your face right now." Luke was sure he had never been this happy or carefree in his entire life. He stood, pulled Mara up, and slung her over his shoulder. "Then I guess we've got some fulfilling to do. We can eat dinner afterward." They never did get around to going out to dinner that evening.